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The next morning, Joy goes outside to take pictures and notices a swing set. She sits down and swings until Bobby arrives and tells her that grown-ups don’t do that. They swing together, staring at the clouds and deciding what they resemble. Bobby sees his mother, and Joy tells him about something called a Zipperumpa-zoo. They continue like this until Bobby tells Joy that he has to go to the youth group today, but a mean guy named Arnie Holtzner will be there. Bobby admits that he doesn’t think praying will help him feel better about his mom because God let her die. It starts raining, and they head indoors. Bobby tells Joy she can find new clothes in their lost-and-found box. Bobby explains that his dad wants to sell the lodge and move to Boston. Joy suggests he tell his dad how he feels and then recognizes her hypocrisy. When Daniel takes Bobby to the youth group, Joy dozes on the couch. She wakes and sees Daniel on the phone; Bobby got in a fight.
When Bobby returns, he claims he did not start the fight. Daniel admits that he got into fights back in Dublin as a kid. He invites Bobby to work on the lodge with him, but Bobby stays with Joy. He explains how the fight started when Arnie made fun of him for not making a Christmas ornament with the rest of the kids. Bobby explains that his dad forgot Christmas this year, and Joy tells him that “Christmas is full of magic” (62). For hours, they play Candy Land, and Bobby shows Joy his rock collection. He explains each rock’s significance, mentioning that his mom always said she’d find him a white arrowhead. He also has a nickel and a button from his dad. Joy suggests he brings a book for her to read to him. She reads one and encourages him to read Dr. Seuss’s Sam-I-Am. He slowly begins to try. Daniel comes downstairs and takes Bobby to dinner, leaving Joy alone in the lodge.
Joy can’t sleep that night, but the next morning, she has a plan. She pretends to be secret agents with Bobby to set up a Christmas tree while Daniel works. Bobby chatters and decorates the lobby as Joy encourages him. As he hangs the last ornament, he explains that his mom died when she drove into a tree during a rainstorm the day after Halloween. He asks Joy if she is going to leave, and she tells him that she is there right now.
As they anticipate Daniel’s return, Joy begins to doubt that she did the right thing by setting up the tree. Daniel is tired and struggling to connect with his son while Joy seems to connect effortlessly. To their surprise, Daniel helps Bobby put the star on the top of the tree and thanks Joy. Bobby begs for Joy to come with them to his doctor’s appointment, and Joy reluctantly agrees. At the doctor’s appointment, Joy imagines being Bobby’s mother and Daniel’s wife, but she remembers how alone she is.
After the doctor’s appointment, they all get ice cream together, and Joy sees a segment on the news about the plane crash. She panics. Bobby and Daniel ask what’s wrong, but she does not tell them. Back at home, Joy helps Bobby reminisce with his dad about going to the fair together. Bobby asks Joy to stay as they watch a movie together. When Daniel returns downstairs from putting Bobby to sleep, he confesses that he did not even consider putting up a Christmas tree. Joy touches his thigh, and he reacts with surprise, backing away. Joy feels embarrassed and struggles to sleep. She hears Daniel pacing upstairs.
The next morning, Joy wanders outside and takes pictures until lunch. When Bobby and Daniel get home, Bobby tells her it’s beach night, and she is invited. As they drive, they listen to Bruce Springsteen’s “Born to Run.” When they arrive at the coast of the Pacific Ocean, Joy realizes that this is the fresh start she wants. Daniel and Bobby talk about moving and both agree to consider the other’s perspective. Bobby learns to fly a kite, and Daniel lights a fire. Bobby asks Daniel to dance with Joy, and they do, slipping quickly into a rhythm. Joy is mesmerized by Daniel and allows herself to wonder what a new life with them might look like. Bobby reveals it is Daniel’s first beach night, too—it was something he used to do with his mom.
That night, Joy thinks about Daniel as she lies in bed. Early the next morning, she tries to comfort Daniel as he watches Bobby cry and beg his mother to appear to him again. Joy realizes that she misses Stacey. The thought of her sister no longer hurts her—rather than resentment, she feels longing. Bobby returns and tells them that he fears forgetting his mother. Daniel brings out a scrapbook and shows Bobby pictures of their family throughout Bobby’s childhood. They talk about their memories of Maggie, Bobby’s mother. Bobby eventually falls asleep, and Joy begins to say “you and I,” referring to her and Daniel, but pauses, hesitant to proceed. Daniel responds that he is losing his mind and exits.
Joy tries and fails to go back to sleep. Once again, she tries to relate to Daniel, and he walks away. When she goes downstairs, Bobby asks her to help him read again while Daniel works outside. Later, Daniel comes in because a storm is approaching. He asks Bobby to turn on the TV, where they see a segment in which a reporter interviews Stacey. Stacey is crying, wearing the yellow outfit that Joy gifted her for her birthday last year, and saying that she hopes Joy comes home. In that moment, Joy realizes that she cannot stay. Her time there has been a fantasy, and she needs to face reality. As much as she wanted to make her sister miss her, she doesn’t want Stacey to think she is dead. She tries to call, but the power goes out, so she cannot reach her. In her dream, Joy hears strange noises and her sister’s pleas for her to wake up. She recalls moments in her childhood with Stacey and flashes back to their interaction in her driveway before she fled. Bobby wakes her up, scared she has left already, and tells her he wants her to stay. She tells him that she has to leave soon, but when Bobby asks her to stay until Christmas, she agrees.
Later that morning, she wakes up and notices that Daniel and Bobby are gone. She knows she is only a guest, but she wishes they’d include her. After trying the dead phone again, she decides to go to town to call her sister. She walks to town, realizing that it’s far longer than she remembered. It starts raining. Exhausted, freezing, and wet, she finds a gas station with a phone. She reaches Stacey’s voicemail, which says that she and Thom are not available. She leaves a message and begins walking back to the lodge. As the storm rages on, she wishes she’d asked someone for a ride.
As she walks back to the lodge, it begins snowing. Joy is freezing, exhausted, and losing hope that she will make it back. She wants to stop moving but knows she will never make it back if she does. She is thinking about Stacey when she hears an engine, and Daniel and Bobby pull up next to her. Bobby tells her how worried they were; they’ve been driving around for hours searching for her, and he seems angry because he thought she left for good. Daniel looks angry and worried. Bobby asks his dad if he wants Joy to stay for Christmas, and he reluctantly responds, “Of course.” As Jingle Bell Rock plays on the radio, Bobby asks what Joy does for Christmas, and she explains that she goes to church and lights a candle for her mom. She agrees to light one for Bobby’s mom if he goes to church with her. When they get to the lodge, Daniel and Bobby embrace. Daniel tells Bobby he is proud of him. Bobby asks if Joy can stay with them if she returns, and Daniel promises that she can.
Joy takes a shower and wonders how she will be received when she returns to her real home and reveals she is alive. She goes back downstairs, and they watch a movie. It is her penultimate night at the lodge. She thinks that this is the perfect night that she has wanted all her life and tries to enjoy every minute. She wants Daniel to ask her to stay. While playing board games, Bobby calls her “mommy” and casually corrects himself. Joy notices Daniel’s uncomfortable reaction. When Daniel tells Bobby it’s time for bed, he says he needs to wrap presents with Joy. They practice reading Sam-I-Am, which is Bobby’s present for his dad. Joy asks Bobby to write down a list as her present to Daniel. Bobby struggles with writing but manages to write down a misspelled list containing Joy’s ideas for the lodge’s renovations, including changing the name and planting flowers.
When Bobby goes to bed, Joy sets off to find a final present. She walks outside under the light of an almost-full moon and hears a woman’s voice softly say, “There.” She looks down and sees a white arrowhead. She puts it in her pocket and thanks Maggie for guiding her.
As Joy looks out her window the next morning, she thinks of Stacey and her apology. Joy has not yet forgiven her, but she has accepted her situation. When Joy comes downstairs, Bobby asks her if she wants to go to a nursing home with them to help with Christmas brunch before church. Joy excitedly agrees—this is what she did on Christmas Eve with her mother. She sees it as fate. While Daniel and Bobby go off to help at the nursing home, she helps a woman walk to the brunch room, and people gasp because she usually uses a wheelchair. The woman keeps asking for her sister, who has been gone for 14 years according to the staff.
Joy finds Bobby playing alone in the recreation room, disappointed that he’s too little to help. He says his mother used to let him help in small ways, and Joy encourages him to tell his dad how he feels. When Daniel finds them, he apologizes and explains he is still learning how to be a dad. Bobby is nervous about church, but Daniel promises not to let go of his hand. With Daniel and Joy on either side of him, Bobby makes it through the mass. Joy realizes how much she has missed her own faith, having forgone church since her mother’s death.
After mass, they stand in the square and listen to carolers. Joy feels happy and ready to reach for the life she wants: She decides to tell Daniel how she feels. As she tries to speak to him, a headache takes over, and Daniel seems unable to hear her. She feels intense pain and sees her sister standing in the crowd. Bobby begs her not to leave them. Joy hears “CLEAR” several times, and then chest pain makes her lose consciousness.
In this section, through her experiences with Bobby and Daniel, Joy begins to face her past and heal. Her transformation takes greater form in this section—she rediscovers her faith, feels the sparks of love, and begins to forgive her sister and herself.
Bobby and Joy grow parallel to one another, each facilitating the other’s progress. This reflects the theme of Finding Happiness By Helping Others as Joy’s focus on Bobby helps her process her own pain. As Joy gives Bobby advice, she knows she must take it herself as she recognizes her hypocrisy. As she tells Bobby, “You have to tell people how you feel,” she sees a memory of her sister apologizing, and then finishes her sentence with “[…] and give them a chance” (149). These memories trigger the headache that results in Joy waking up at the hospital in Bakersfield. This moment underscores the theme of Processing Pain Through Love, as Joy’s journey parallels Bobby’s, both learning to communicate their feelings to heal their relationships. As she helps Bobby face his reality, Joy knows that she cannot turn away from her own. Beginning with her call to let her know she is alive, Joy begins to give her sister another chance, which she could not have fully done without learning from Bobby’s experience. Earlier in the chapter, when Joy realizes she must go home, she says, “I have been like Bobby, a child chasing a ghost on a dock at dawn” (117). In the same way that Bobby chases the past in which his mother was still alive, Joy yearns for this life that is not hers, though she also realizes that life with Daniel and Bobby is exactly what she wants. Joy recognizes how childish it is to chase a fantasy as she continues to see herself in Bobby and his behavior. While Joy means this at a surface level—she must stop pretending this is her life and face her real one—she also foreshadows the more difficult truth of her situation—that her time at the lodge is ghostly, otherworldly. Bobby seems to speak to her through a portal, aware that she must leave and fearful that she will not come back, which speaks to The Mysterious Impact of Magic that binds them together.
In a similarly subconscious way, Joy acknowledges that her situation there is surreal. For example, she says, “Time is odd in this place, more fluid than I’m used to somehow” (144). As she plays games with Bobby and Daniel, she notes that “This night […] is the dream I’ve held onto my whole life” (136). This surreal quality furthers the theme of The Mysterious Impact of Magic: The lodge and its surroundings are portrayed as magical spaces that provide Joy with the love and connection she has been missing. Even the natural world seems too wild to be true: “In an instant, this stormy landscape changes into a place of magical, impossible light” (126). She is describing the weather, but this description also reflects the vast changes in her own life in such a short time. Her outlook is dark and bleak until she arrives at the lodge, and her life transforms into one filled with “magical, impossible light.” She uses words like “odd,” “dream,” “magical,” “impossible,” to attempt to express the otherworldly nature of her life at the lodge. Things feel strange there because they are—her corporeal self is in a hospital in Bakersfield while a version of her that is similar to a soul or spirit plays games with Bobby and Daniel. In using this language, she foreshadows the fact that her time there is not as real as she once believed, suggesting an acceptance of its liminal existence that propels her back into her physical body. While she hopes to have a life with Bobby and Daniel, she accepts that she must return to her body, forgive her sister, and make amends with her past life in order to embrace her future life.
Joy compares herself to a flower in a metaphor that emphasizes the contrast between the two environments of California and Washington, saying, “In the dry, dusty town of Bakersfield, I’d been a flower slowly dying; in the moisture and mist of this green cathedral, I can feel myself blossoming” (94-95). Like the roses in front of her house, Joy was dying back home in Bakersfield, living a mundane, stifling life that kept her trapped between her past with her ex-husband and the future that awaited her. Now, in the rainforest, she has been watered and brought back to life by discovering what she truly wants—a life of adventure, love, and connection. Joy acknowledges the impact of her environment—without love, represented by water, she could not grow into the best version of herself. By comparing the rainforest to a cathedral, she connects this change to her faith in God. A cathedral is a space of belief and reflection, and in the forest with Bobby and Daniel, she renews her belief in herself and others and reflects on what she is ready to let go of in order to embrace change. This connection also underscores the theme of Finding Happiness By Helping Others, as her nurturing of Bobby parallels her own renewal in this fertile, magical space. Bobby is similarly stuck between a past with his late mother and a future with his father and Joy. In helping each other, they begin to heal themselves and learn what they want as they start over.
Joy’s interactions with Daniel confuse her because they foreshadow the truth she must face at the end of this section—that she was never real to Daniel. She is in a portal space where she functions as an imaginary friend to Bobby, so what she perceives as Daniel rebuffing her is him simply being unaware of her presence. In the car on the way to the beach, she says that it’s sad that people are allowed to simply “reforest” the area, as if new trees are the same as the old trees. Bobby responds, and Daniel tries to participate, but he cannot hear Joy, so he can only respond to Bobby. When the discussion ends, Daniel asks, “What started this conversation?” (95). This is one of many instances in which Bobby and Joy have a conversation, and Daniel can only participate through Bobby’s explanations. Joy, desperately wanting for all of this to be real, does not notice that Daniel’s strange behavior is not evidence of his complicated feelings toward her, but evidence that he cannot communicate with her at all. This inability to connect directly mirrors Joy’s own initial disconnect with her sister and others in her real life, highlighting her need to bridge those gaps in Bakersfield. When Joy finally wakes from her adventure in Washington, it happens as she tries to tell Daniel how she feels. She knows that she wants to be with Daniel. She notes, “I’ve always been afraid to reach for what I want” (153), and goes on to say his name, but as soon as her attempt to act proves that she has learned this lesson, she is catapulted back into her hospital bed. This moment symbolizes her readiness to pursue real, meaningful connections in her actual life, aligning with the theme of Processing Pain Through Love. Once awake, her challenge is to let the love she felt in Rain Valley continue to urge her to reach for what she wants. She must learn faith in what appears to others as chasing a literal dream to obtain the life she craves.
By Kristin Hannah
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